also, i learned that its easy to say how you feel. but saying how you feel WHILE trying to avoid an argument, is the tricky part.

why doesnt anyone know the meaning of COMPROMISE? its either all or nothing with these fucking people. im sorry i have shit going on in my life. what the hell do these people expect me to do? live at home my entire life and run errands for my parents? this isnt fucking high school! seriously its getting harder and harder to tolerate because theyre expecting so much. they want me to be making 80k+ a year already fresh out of college. im gonna start my initial career soon and im only 22! my parents didnt start making money till they were 30!

it feels as if everyone demands something from me. and whenever i try to give them as much as possible, they still expect more. 

like no one is ever satisfied with who or what i am. they always expect something great. ill be great. eventually. but damn calm the fuck down.

i say all this yet ill still do whatever they ask me if its in my power.

what i ABSOLUTELY HATE on this entire planet more than anything is when people deny you when you try to compromise shit. its like WTF just cuz you cant have it your way all the time youre gonna act like that? and yes of course im gonna act when its convenient for me, BUT im trying to make it convenient for you too! the fuck does that accomplish if you say you dont want something when CLEARLY you wanted it a few minutes ago.

what is that? being too prideful? being too stubborn? no. try being too fucking childish. because thats what children do. children throw tantrums when theyre angry and dont get what they want. you know what grown up, responsible, classy adults do? THEY FUCKING COMPROMISE. grow the fuck up. this isnt high school. this isnt even college. this is just the world. you want something to be a certain way? go out there and make it so. AND ABOVE ALL, people, if you fucking want something, sometimes what you have to do is fucking ASK. 

stop with that bullshit of believing that people should just know what the problem is. or for example expecting your boyfriend to know what to do or to know what not to do. the biggest bullshit ive ever heard from girls in relationships when theyre mad at their boyfriends is that if theyre angry, for some fucking reason, they expect their boyfriend to know what they did wrong. 

i think fucking 98% of all fights get worse because the boyfriend has no clue what the fuck he did. ladies, boys arent trying to fuck your day up. sometimes we have no idea that something offended you so badly. if you have a problem, say something. dont bust that silent treatment shit. if anything thats like a gift so we dont have to hear shit. but thats some childish shit too.

grow up.

fucking bullshit.