January 2012
28 posts
am i just meant to be friends with people?
because anything more than that ends up making them hate me. sigh.
2 years and i still have a lot of issues. its hot hard to change yourself. its hard to stay changed.
sigh...
thousand things running through my head again.
A Sight Unseen: Occupy UCR →
juuumaarxizzle:
I’m not the most political person in the word, but I still have my opinions. So, here’s my opinion…
I have mad respect for these people who are protesting, which is why I would have to disagree when I see people say stuff on social networking sites like, “oh, protesters are hippies… Or I don’t…
yeah i totally wish i was there for the rallys today! it looks like its one...
its so irritating how hard it is to please...
also, i learned that its easy to say how you feel. but saying how you feel WHILE trying to avoid an argument, is the tricky part.
why doesnt anyone know the meaning of COMPROMISE? its either all or nothing with these fucking people. im sorry i have shit going on in my life. what the hell do these people expect me to do? live at home my entire life and run errands for my parents? this isnt fucking...
i heard
people typically need to relax their mind to fall asleep. i, on the other hand, have to think. sometimes i run scenarios in my head in order for me to reach the planes of slumber. as a result i have some of the most epic dreams i couldnt even imagine while awake.
how retarded would that look? →
apparently this is a real thing? as a DJ, id feel so disturbed watching everyone if i had to perform at something like this.
with that said, i TOTALLY want to DJ this type of event.
that would just make me laugh the whole time
what she order?
fish filet? <- thats gotta be the stupidest line in rap.
Kidz Bop: in the tune of niggas in paris
What’s oodle, my noodle?
What’s toaster, my strudel?
What’s drawing, my doodle?
What’s that puppy, a poodle?
made me lol
having that numb feeling again
this is the part where i think i should feel some emotions. keyword: should
cant make my parents happy
so while i was living at home with no job, my parents kept complaining how i should start working already.
now that im getting a job, theyre complaining that since i have to rent out a place, i wont have anymore money since thats where my paycheck will be going.
theyd prefer that i live that home and work somewhere closer to home.
“FUCK THAT” does not even begin to express my...
most hilarious blog! accidental chinese hipsters →
Watch“Religion was man made invention”
im by no means a religious person but this really spoke to me. it pisses me off whenever i see people on the media using Gods name as an excuse to do something or using God as the reason for things happening. it makes the normal people look insane.
its all the same one. we dont need religion for that. i believe i can find my own way to him
we dont tell you everything
as a normal person, i have about a million things going on in my head and i dont share those things with everyone. either because it only concerns me or its not that important.
its not cuz im trying to hide something
employment
so i have this job interview coming up and im nervous as hell. i havent felt this kind of nervousness since ive asked a girl out. which means in my life ive felt this feeling a grand total of 3 times. my guess is that asking out a girl and applying for a job are the only times where i feel vulnerable and scared to be rejected.
this coming monday marks the day when my life can possibly change...
December 2011
18 posts
my mom cried today...
because i threw out some papers that had her some personal information on them. now shes convinced that her identity will get stolen and they’ll lose all their money.
was it bad that when she was openly crying and freaking out, that i felt absolutely nothing?
maybe its because im used to her being her crazy self. but damn youd think id feel a little something at the sight of a loved one...
tumblr is just a massive place to repost...
where the originality? i miss reading peoples blogs. not just random ass pictures of shit that ive seen weeks ago. BAH!
my recent dream
i found myself sitting in a coffee shop. suddenly a huge blast throws me to the floor. i stand up and take a look around. the shop is destroyed and the other customers are all circled around looking at something on the floor. i squeeze in to take a look at what it is. to my surprise it appears to be a missile. luckily it didnt explode but its still making a beeping noise. hurriedly, i rush back to...
I want to have a cute relationship like
jakesoofresh:
Where you are comfortable with each other
When you look funny together
You wear the same outfit
Play videogames together
Do crazy stuff together
Always down to cuddle
You may have been fighting the whole day but the end of the day you’re like
i need to take more pictures. but yeah we’re probably too comfortable with each other. i dont have enough swag...
cheating
why does it seem like it happens often? as if its no big deal. what the hell is wrong with the world?
bugging people.
so i met the director of a company the other week and i asked him if they were hiring.
long story short, he said he needed a new person in human resources. we exchanged numbers and i contacted him a few times since then. he said he would call this week to talk to me about coming aboard the company. but now its thursday and i dunno what to do.
should i keep bugging him about it still? im not used...
this is a scary moment in my life
im in between parts of my life. i seriously have no idea what i should be doing right now
normally...
i dont remember it at all.
but other days,
i remember every excruciating detail.
November 2011
10 posts
when i tell you i love you
i mean it forever.
i dont know if im battling bouts of depression, or just being lazy to do anything. maybe im just thinking to much but my mind cant handle all the solutions it comes up with to all my problems. all those solutions intertwine somehow which is why its so hard to keep track of it all in the virtual plains in my head. sigh… one thing ive been thinking about are more feelings...
martinsingson:
The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim Assassins Creed Revelations Gears of War 3 Halo Combat Evolved Anniversary Sonic Generations Saints Row The Third Batman Arkham City Modern Warfare 3 Battle Field 3 Too many games to handle right now!
gah those are literally all the games i want to play. plus Diablo 3